Monday, 21 February 2011

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?

I have had a horrible horrible day, I can't even begin to describe it. It's just been plain bullshit from the start. And I cannot help to wonder..  Is this the new Friday the 13th? Or do we all have days of horror specially dedicated to us? Is Monday the 21st mine..? It doesn't sound too neat.

To give you an example I could start by saying that I spent about 3 hours stressing around the house, the road leading toward the underground, and the actual underground searching for my bloody cell phone, just enough time for me to miss 3 classes in school and  for one of the teachers teaching those subjects to go "Ah, how wonderful that you made it here!" in French (he teaches Swedish and French) when I come hurrying down the hall toward Psychology. What annoys me in that scenario was not what he said as much as how he said it (a smug, cold, sarcastic tone).

Okay, I can feel myself boiling up again. There's a lot more to it, but I don't want to go into anything in detail, so I'll just leave you with a very aggro kind-of song. Don't listen to it if you don't like rock-metal-music, it just soothes my anger right now.

Don't Go - Bring Me The Horizon

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